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My work room is sunny. (note photo above) The weatherman called for rain. I think that he should be fired. All week, he has said rain and it has been sunny. ALL WEEK LONG!
I still haven't straightened up my ART supplies. (note photo above) It was yesterdays goal and an epic fail. I did not get much done yesterday at all. I have a huge case of grumpiness.
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Happy October 1st. Breast cancer awareness month has arrived in all of it's glory. Hurry, go get all of your pink clothes out of the closet, you have 31 days to wear them.
As you can tell, I have a very bad attitude about "CANCER" and breast cancer in particular. Early detection is my mantra, and I believe in it so much....but...the anger (about cancer) has been eating me up and it has no where to go. My therapist says that the warehouse if full and I must start dealing with things. Being realistic has never been my best attribute. (It is ok to smile at this bump in my road because I will be fine)
My Mother died 6 weeks after finding out that she had cancer. I have hated cancer even before I had it.
What do you do with hate that you carry inside? Do you pretend that everything is ok? Do you have special way of working through it? OR do you have a huge anger fest and weed the garden while you hit the weeds, yell and cry?
Thank you for listening. Sometimes I just have to say something out loud to feel better. XOX
Love you beyond the moon.
Me
1 comment:
Robin: please don't stop blogging -- I love reading it and find it comforting.
How to I deal with hate inside? I try to "let go & let God", but it doesn't work too well. I wish I knew an answer for you (and for me, too), but no I don't have one. Sometimes it smolders inside of me and sometimes it doesn't but it is always there. I hate cancer too.
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