In My Heart

I don't really know what the matter is.

I am not sick, but don't feel 100%.

Tummy-troubles remind me 

that I have taken 3 years worth of chemo {poison} pills,

and 

that seems to set the pace for my daily activities right now.

I am happy.

Larry is the love of my life.

I love watching Matilda grow with Lars and Josh as parents

and 

help to plan Jamison's wedding.

I personally believe that once you have been hit 

with the pink bomb, {breast cancer}

you inadvertently, reinvent yourself.

 I was thinking about that yesterday 

while I was taking a walk.

How lucky am I?

To have the chance to

live through breast cancer

and

come out the "other side" 

to

appreciate each new, beautiful day

with the eyes of a survivor.

There are some good friends that I need to thank

and

it will probably take the rest of my life to do it.
{so many dinners, flowers,visits and cards}

With the New Eyes of an almost survivor,

{i will truly be a survivor 7/2017}

I accept the bumps in the road during this process

and
 will keep dear friends in my heart 

for days when things are not 100%.

Isn't life wonderful?

I love you.

Me